139 again.
i hate this. hate it hate it hate it.
i started this at 133, plateaued at 127, 124, 120, 117, and then after that i didn’t weigh myself but i fasted so much and could fit my fingers around my thighs and now here i am at fucking one hundred and thirty nine pounds.
fuck renfrew, fuck my parents, my therapists, my meds, and food. fuck temptation and fuck energy.
i pretty much want to die right now











